Crying my tearducts out...

I've been crying every night, lately. It's not that I want to fore go of my plans, no it's not that. It's just I'm sad I'm leaving someone behind. I love him. I love him so much and I am starting to miss him, right now.

Just the thought of being so far away from him is tearing me apart. But these plans, will make a better future for us, and it will help.

I just don't know if I would still have a home to come home to in time. Or if distance and time will eat my dreams and plans away...