Tuesday, January 01, 2008

New Year In The Van.

Guess where I spent the turn of another year? Yes, in a van. I was going home from work. I am tired. I can feel my back, my hands and my legs ache. More over, I feel weak from the loneliness that I feel. The emptiness that sets in whenever I think about home.

I think sometimes he is starting to forget me. The phone calls have become less, the text messages have also become less. I think in a way he's coping very well with my absence. I do not wish to think about things having to be this way. I do not wish to attract the negative energy and bring it into our relationship. But everyone knows that all love stories are somehow painful.

Sometimes I'd think about letting go because its the easiest way for both of us, but I love him very much, and just the thought of losing him is already enough to reduce me to tears. I do not want to lose the "us". I want "us" to work. In some parallel universe maybe we are together.

3 comments:

Giacomo Casanova said...

Giacomo Casanova...

Hayy...drama anthology. Pag dating ko dyan kokonyatan kita hanggang matangal ang buhok at kilay mo...

i love you bubu!

manel said...

ako nga nasa hospital, sa may OB ward. heller.

soulfoolchic said...

Well sucks for us then...di tulad ng iba jan...