Didn't you understand?

You shit. Try reading it helps! You're always mocking me. My thoughts, my feelings, and my ramblings. A person can only take so much. I can only take so much. It's okay to try to be funny. But not at a person's expense. Because sometimes, even the numbest hearts still hurt.

Yes. I have numbed myself from the mocking. I've been called such since I was a kid. I've learned to ignore the pain and how it eats up my self-confidence. But even if that's the case, there's still that pang of pain inside me. Why did you think I wrote it down? So people can tell me to stop saying that to myself? So that my friends can tell me otherwise?

It's because, it hurt. And you just poured salt on it.