I'm haunted by stupid things...

It's no secret I had a big year last year. A year that was completely, utterly, and disgustingly stupid. And it's haunting me now. Dammit.

I'm good now. I'm happy. I have someone. I have something that looks and feels right. I have something that looks like it will be something I can grow into further. And there is nothing else that I want right now than to make this work. To be with him.

WHY THE HELL CAN'T THEY FREAKIN FUCK OFF?!! AGH!

If he knew, would he change his mind? Or have a change of heart?